Hamlet in a Hazmat Suit

Heat exchange. Flashes of guilt like flashes of light running through thoughts and emotions, through ideas and enterprises. Guilt being traced back to not being what thy could have been. Guilt to thyself. For letting oneself down. Heat exchange. Want of fluid exchange. To sleep perchance to wet-dream. Perchance to gain confidence perchance to gain care of another oneself perchance to IjustworkherebutIwanttoFUCKYOU and set everything before straight. Forever. Perchance but not a chance. Heat loss. Loss of life. Sustaining heavy damage and having but the lack to show for it. Having thus nothing. Leaving nothing behind after losing nothing. Heat exchange. Setting a difference of temperature in ones body by means of the body of another. Refreshing ones self-defining aspects by fusing them with anothers. Heat exchange. Gaining strength from ones disappointments. Turning wants into qualities when all they are is traits. Expressing that what doesn't kill one makes one stronger when all it makes one is different. Heat exchange. Come closer.